


these three hundred words

by the color is blinding



Category: iCarly
Genre: Angst, Tragedy
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2010-07-07
Updated: 2010-07-09
Packaged: 2014-02-21 07:32:00
Rating: K+
Chapters: 3
Words: 435
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/6120428/1/
Author URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/1836946/the-color-is-blinding
Summary: Carly once was happy. But her perfect life shattered into disarray when Spencer dies. These three hundred words describe what Carly felt: her loss, her sorrow, and her confusion. These three hundred words.





	1. unexpected

Welcome back to my depressing world of fanfiction. Here's another short drabble about death, and sorrow. I don't know if I really like how it turned out, but here it is anyways. Please review, it makes my day better than anyone could possibly imagine

::

unexpected

by the color is blinding

::

the doctors said it was fast

that he didn't feel it for long

but I know differently

it wasn't fast

it wasn't painless

they weren't there to hear his screams

I never thought it would have been him to pass on

so now I am alone:

bitterly empty

and colder than a shivering dark winter wind

I tried not to cry

but the tears

—they just couldn't stop coming

and I had no place to go

no shoulder to cry into

everyone else was gone

far away, I'm not sure where

because this death of Spencer's

was so violently

unexpected


	2. empty

drabble number two from the color is blinding. please review, it makes writing even more worth it.

::

empty

by the color is blinding

::

after waking

all I want is to fall back into sleep

to not be on this world

to be numb to the pains that follow me like broken records

echoes that should be long gone

ever since Spencer passed

all I have been able to think about is him

Sam and Freddie came back from their worlds

and together we wept for hours

knowing, that because of this, I'll be sent away

and that we will all be even more lost than before

we will be lifeless

the joy in our lives was spirited away

so now we are empty


	3. lost

drabble number three from the color is blinding. again, I ask you for reviews, and thank you for the ones I have already gotten

::

lost

by the color is blinding

::

this is a new place

everyone has heard my story

and they pretend to understand

when really, they don't

who could understand what I am going through?

who really knows that I feel a combination of

depression, rejection, abandonment, confusion, and hopelessness

because Spencer's death was my fault

and my fault alone

so now I am in this different place

away from everyone I have loved

and currently I am simply a ghost of who I was before

the old me is replaced by the new me

one who is utterly alone in this world

because he is gone forever

::

and that is it for this lovely little depressing three-shot.

I hope that your days are filled with happiness.


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